And why I am not Christian

Alasan utama saya tidak mau masuk Kristen karena Kristen kontradiktif dalam hal ini. Kalau ada freewill, berarti jumlah orang yang masuk surga belum pasti, karena tergantung orang tersebut memilih apa dalam hidupnya (Tuhan Maha Adil). Tapi Tuhan Maha Tahu, jadi dia sudah tahu pilihan anda, dengan kata lain freewill yang anda punya cuma ilusi. Salah memilih, berarti neraka abadi (Mana Maha Pengasih dan pengampun?) 
Antara iman atau perbuatan yang menentukan keselamatan juga belum jelas. Lagian, jumlah orang yang terselamatkan nanti kan memang sudah fixed, 144.000 orang, dan nama2nya sudah tercatat di Buku Keidupan waktu Tuhan bikin dunia ini. Yang lainnya ditakdirkan masuk neraka. Dengan kata lain, menurut teman gua yg pernah menjadi misionaris ke gua, kalo saya terima Yesus dan percaya dia sebagai juru selamat, berarti saya masuk ke dlm kelompok yang beruntung itu dan memang sudah ditakdirkan dari sananya begitu. Kalau saya menolak, sayang sekali tapi memang sudah ditakdirkan begitu. FREE WILL???? entahlah....

Saya tegas menolak agama yang tidak memberi pilihan bagi mayoritas orang selain masuk neraka. Tuhan macam apa itu? Seandainya ada Tuhan, pasti bukan Tuhan seperti itu. Kalaupun memang Tuhannya seperti itu, tidak adil dan kejam banget, saya tidak menyesal. Lebih baik di neraka abadi daripada di Surga Tuhan yang jahat dan picik itu.

Bukti bahwa Kristen berdasarkan konsep predestinasi dan secara implisit mentakdirkan nasib semua manusia dari awal waktu ada di kitab wahyu perjanjian baru. Waktu bacanya saya kaget. Berikut cuplikannya, yang warna biru itu yang predestinasi. Tapi ada ayat kontradiktif yang warna merah yang secara implisit mengatakan manusia dihakimi berdasarkan pilihannya/perbuatannya. Aneh? makanya aku ga mau masuk. 


Buku Wahyu
Bab13
1and he stood upon the sand of the sea. And I saw a beast coming up out of the sea, having ten horns, and seven heads, and on his horns ten diadems, and upon his heads names of blasphemy. 2And the beast which I saw was like unto a leopard, and his feet were as [the feet] of a bear, and his mouth as the mouth of a lion: and the dragon gave him his power, and his throne, and great authority. 3And [I saw] one of his heads as though it had been smitten unto death; and his death-stroke was healed: and the whole earth wondered after the beast; 4and they worshipped the dragon, because he gave his authority unto the beast; and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is like unto the beast? And who is able to war with him? 5and there was given to him a mouth speaking great things and blasphemies; and there was given to him authority to continue forty and two months. 6And he opened his mouth for blasphemies against God, to blaspheme his name, and his tabernacle, [even] them that dwell in the heaven. 7And it was given unto him to make war with the saints, and to overcome them: and there was given to him authority over every tribe and people and tongue and nation. 8And all that dwell on the earth shall worship him, [every one] whose name hath not been written from the foundation of the world in the book of life of the Lamb that hath been slain.

Bab 17
1And there came one of the seven angels that had the seven bowls, and spake with me, saying, Come hither, I will show thee the judgment of the great harlot that sitteth upon many waters; 2with whom the kings of the earth committed fornication, and they that dwell in the earth were made drunken with the wine of her fornication. 3And he carried me away in the Spirit into a wilderness: and I saw a woman sitting upon a scarlet-colored beast, full of names of blasphemy, having seven heads and ten horns. 4And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet, and decked with gold and precious stone and pearls, having in her hand a golden cup full of abominations, even the unclean things of her fornication, 5and upon her forehead a name written, MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT, THE MOTHER OF THE HARLOTS AND OF THE ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH. 6And I saw the woman drunken with the blood of the saints, and with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus. And when I saw her, I wondered with a great wonder. 7And the angel said unto me, Wherefore didst thou wonder? I will tell thee the mystery of the woman, and of the beast that carrieth her, which hath the seven heads and the ten horns. 8The beast that thou sawest was, and is not; and is about to come up out of the abyss, and to go into perdition. And they that dwell on the earth shall wonder, [they] whose name hath not been written in the book of life from the foundation of the world, when they behold the beast, how that he was, and is not, and shall come. 

BAB 20
12And I saw the dead, the great and the small, standing before the throne; and books were opened: and another book was opened, which is [the book] of life: and the dead were judged out of the things which were written in the books, according to their works. 13And the sea gave up the dead that were in it; and death and Hades gave up the dead that were in them: and they were judged every man according to their works. 14And death and Hades were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death, [even] the lake of fire. 15 And if any was not found written in the book of life, he was cast into the lake of fire.

BAB 21
23And the city hath no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine upon it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the lamp thereof [is] the Lamb. 24And the nations shall walk amidst the light thereof: and the kings of the earth bring their glory into it. 25And the gates thereof shall in no wise be shut by day (for there shall be no night there): 26and they shall bring the glory and the honor of the nations into it: 27 and there shall in no wise enter into it anything unclean, or he that maketh an abomination and a lie: but only they that are written in the Lamb's book of life.